The Real Thing...The Real Life
When I was Young. I was a Very Quiet Boy.
I didn't speak to my parents until i grown up.. Just staring at the Wall been an Oblivious Person.
I got a Strange Things Happen when I was Young...Not Pretty Much to say about it.
When I grown up...
My Young Face Changed..
My Personality Changed...
This is my Fakeself:
I will be Emo, Wearing The Hood on my Head to Cover my face. I will give a fake smile to everyone even from my friends.
I have no Clue Why....I always bring a Scissor to protect myself. When My Friends Like to bully me such as Pulling my hood or kicking my Body parts. I will give a fake smile and try to hold my anger.
This is my Realself:
I can be Emo but I can Help others.
I quite a Hugging Person to everyone.
I have a Lady Heart.. That what my Mother told me.
I bring the Scissor not to Protect myself but Protect others too.
I can Gentle but also Can be Heart.
I Let my friend to play around with me like puppies and kittens playing around.
I can be emotional but I can control it.
I will share even they doesn't wanted to.
I can be a Guardian or an Angel
That 1 reason Why I have this name, Heaven Light
During College..Meeting news Friends
I don't feel like my Fakeself.
I feel Different.. Whenever I stare at their Smiles. My Heart Raised, is like they trying to break the bar and free me.
Didn't have that feeling before.
I still wear my Hood as I'm shy to show my face.
I met 1 Person that we both have incommon..
She quite nice but also Playful.
Also a Shy 1.
She sometimes play around with me hardly.
But I can control the feeling and give a real smile.
I always follow her. (Not trying to be a Stalker)
Not only she my Best Friend But
She quite Lonely whenever Nobody not around with her.
Becaming like a Pet.
We can't stop Talking to each other everyday.
When She not in school.
I missed her.
I didn't had someone incommon in real until now.
Best Friend I ever Had.
I met another girl but I not sure How
We became Couple.
I got a "Call" and Answer it.
Suddenly A giggle been heard
When I say "Hello".
I Met my Ex Friend and a Strange Girl who Giggle
We Talked to each other.
When We stopped.
My Ex Friend sent me a picture of her Sleeping like a Kitten
I smile and grin as she quite Cute.
When I got her Kik.
She start to Blushes whenever she talked.
I'm not sure if that happen.
But We have alot of Talk.
All of sudden She loved me for 1 reason
And that for Showing her Sleeping Face.
Without those 2. I will still be in my Fakeself.
When I'm gone